Sorry for not blogging for the past week! I feel extremely lazy to blog now. Haha.
My 18th was alright, super touched w what my poly friends and sbg did, now I have two big birthday boards, with boyfriend's picture there somemore!!
Shall hang it above my bed so every morning after I wake up and every night before I sleep, can see his adorable face ^^
And also much thanks to Calvin who forked out his whole day to pei me go buy stuff, wait like super long at macs, carry things there and here and staying over though he had work the next day. Although you often say I don't have a brain and my chinese sucks but it's the same standard as yours.. Thanks asshole!^^
23rd, went out with my lovelys to dg for thg outing LOL !
Damn funny, I wonder how many gross pictures we took all tgt, and how much crap we said about others.
Ranging from bubble tea maker to nahar! And went to get sticky at clarke quay too, finally the 3rd time I go and it's open!
Was supposedly meeting Alex the noobdabian but in the end I cmi, so sorry.
Haha shall promise here that I won't pangseh you next time when you ask me out, just like I said there LA HOR.
As for today, I just got home from Calvin's house.
While waiting for e2 peepo he suddenly appeared first and said I can take his phone to entertain myself and laugh at his contacts first. HAHAHA. -.-
Was waiting for some bitch who was taking FOREVER to come..
Then the avatar lead role suggested we go Calvin's house slack and watch dvd, more wen nuan, wtf!
Better thn going Orchard and nua with all the people wielding the CAS right! HAHAHA I JUST REMEMBERED!
So we're here updating blogs, playing w guns and swords, laughing at some guy dancing, laughing at the japanese library thing, and yay Calvin still gave me the durian puff in the end!
LOL HEHE.
K anyway, merry christmas everybody ~
LUBLUB.
Not sure where I'm going tmr yet ~ but yay I guess me and Moo can lp tomorrow!
Freesia freesia freesia! Sadly I didn't have my favourite ring aster for long, but it's okay :D
Xin ku ni le deer :$
K I'm damn sleepy now. Don't feel like blogging already.
Going out on Monday and Tuesday, maybe I'll update about it when I'm free ^^!
And I shall make time to visit Tp, HAHAHAHA.
I may not be in Singapore on the last day of 2009, anyway I think 2009 really sucks :(
Hope 2010 will be better, shall change myself and hope I get a great lasting boyfriend :X LOL.
Was thinking about something that someone said, I feel very xinku now actually ):
Sometimes it's hard to differentiate between right or wrong, when your heart always seems to go the wrong way.
I should try to avoid you from now onwards and stop caring too ~
After all I doubt it would be that hard, I was already quite close (:
It's contenting enough that I can live through another day of the past, though it might not be real, it's all I can have now..
I was feeling down because I felt, maybe after today, everything will just disappear into thin air..
I cannot bring myself to tell you I want you to stay behind with me, and leave out all the rest, just like how you've always did last time.
I cannot bring myself to tell you how much I wanna cherish today because I've got that sinking feeling in my heart, it's never gonna come back anymore.
I'm just gonna cause myself to cry in front of you, and make everything go worse.
I have so many chunks of words stuck in my heart that I wanna say to you, but they won't come out cos there's no point..
I just want you to go on the right path and be happy, I just want the best for you, that's all I ask for.
And it seems like you're already halfway there, so I guess it's time I stopped bothering about you, and let you go your own way.
"happy three-fourth!"
okkkk bye ppl(:
